For the past four years, I abused her. I used her anytime, anywhere to satisfy my urges. A very submissive buddy – with or without energy, she never complained. It has been our routine, being together, summer, winter, autumn and spring in different places and countries. I have no idea if she was jealous or not each time I had my eye on more gifted ones.
She was good and is still good. It’s just that I crave for more and about time to replace her. It wasn’t easy after those memories, after all she was the one who opened my eyes to a more colorful and engaging world, a very addicting one.
After much-thought and seeing perhaps my dream girl, I told her, she will no longer be my number one. Poker-faced, she agreed. Last Saturday, I started exploring my new girl; my hands trembled like no other. It was pure ecstasy as she was bigger and noisier than my ex. My former flame will always still be a part of me. Everywhere we go, she is always welcome to join us. She’s smart enough and she knows her place.
Thank you, Casio EX-Z40. Now you can relax as I have to focus on my newest flame./totomai